A Love Song For No One

Today is my birthday.

25.

I had hoped that life would be a little different from what it is now, but you know.. things don't always go according to plan. And still, I feel like the good and the not so good in my life currently cancel each other out :-)

I rarely make birthday wishes, but this year I do have one. And it's one that is very dear to my heart. And I do pray that this is the year it finally comes through. Because at some point, you do get tired of all the "almosts" and near misses... It is time.

Staying home alone on a Friday

Flat on the floor looking back

On old love

Or lack thereof

After all the crushes are faded

And all my wishful thinking was wrong

I'm jaded

I hate it 

I'm tired of being alone

So hurry up and get here

So tired of being alone

So hurry up and get here 

Searching all my days just to find you

I'm not sure who I'm looking for

I'll know it

When I see you

Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom

Staying up all night just to write

A love song for no one 

I could have met you in a sandbox

I could have passed you on the sidewalk

Could I have missed my chance

And watched you walk away? 

You'll be so good

You'll be so good for me

Happy Birthday to me... May this be my best year yet :-)